Kr36

I was solid
made of steel
unmovable
unfeeling
unhuman
and though I fought it
I began to change
slowly

The ice melted
my eyes opened
my heart began to beat
my senses had come alive
and I didn't like it

I wanted things I never had before
I wanted someone to trust
fully
I wanted someone to tell all my secrets to
all my loves
all my lusts
all my mistakes

That had never happened before
I had never been that open
that weak
that vulnerable
that human

And try as I might
I can't go back