Me Ne Fotto di Te

2AM
while driving to work
I hear a song
see a show
live a moment

It's all a reminder
thoughts popping in and out

It's so real
so lifelike

Memories

Memories I don't want anymore
Memories I just can't get rid of

the way you smell on a Thursday
the way you look all dressed up
the feel of your hand on mine
the sound of you in the night
the way you taste

Memories

Memories I have to literally
shake my head to get rid of
like an Etch-A-Sketch

But if you leave it up too long
it gets burned in
you can never get it clean again
reminants there forever
reminants that just won't go away

your hair after a storm
your eyes when you want me
your hand brushing away my hair
your lips against my skin

Try as I might
I can't stop myself

at the movies
in a book
when out with someone else
in my bed at night

it's you I can't let go

Kr36

I was solid
made of steel
unmovable
unfeeling
unhuman
and though I fought it
I began to change
slowly

The ice melted
my eyes opened
my heart began to beat
my senses had come alive
and I didn't like it

I wanted things I never had before
I wanted someone to trust
fully
I wanted someone to tell all my secrets to
all my loves
all my lusts
all my mistakes

That had never happened before
I had never been that open
that weak
that vulnerable
that human

And try as I might
I can't go back